L.O.V.E ???

Hey , do you believe in destiny? In true love? First love?
What a world. It has a lot of mysterious things. I wonder when can I feel the thing they called LOVE.
I love watching Korea novellas because through their dramas I can feel that thing. But I don’t know if it is the real feeling of love when it’s real. I am hoping that someday I could feel that.

I don’t know why I have this feeling right now. I just can’t help it, so I just write down my thoughts.
Me, myself I don’t even understand why I should feel like this. I’m being so emotional, seeking some love. A love that can be felt with someone, a someone that can make you happy, care for you, will accept for what you are and what you have. Is that possible that in reality there is a someone like that?
Maybe I’m just too young to feel that. Is it too young a 17 years old girl feeling like this? Or is it a part of growing up? Being a teenager? Waahh …
I just want to feel the LOVE. But am I ready to feel that? Am I ready for the things that might happen along that situation? Hmmm .. I guess I don’t even know.
Maybe this feeling is natural on a girl nearly turning into a lady. Or maybe I’ve watched too much Korean drama.

I always think of myself hanging with someone I can be myself and it doesn’t matter how loud I laugh or how talkative I am. Someone who can love me in who I am and what I am. I am hoping for that someone to come along, at the right time. I know god have plans for me, so he don’t rush the time to arrive that someone I am hoping for, someone I don’t know. But when the time comes, the time we will meet, I know we will just feel that we knew each other long before that time.
I know that it is not easy to get into a relationship. You must be responsible and balance you time. You love him/her but you must love yourself first.

Haay.. this must be the effect of the suspending the class. (Laugh) 1 week suspension because of the AH1N1. That virus affect all of the universities. I wish this world will conquer these kind of disease.